Tuesday, November 15, 2022

Walkabout Thoughts #18

My thoughts, Stream of consciousness, rough and ready, while walking off long Covid and listening to podcasts…


Weather for the day… 42° broken clouds sunny, nice day for a walkabout

Instagram post for the day

Podcast for the day is Folk Phenomenology podcast episode, "Jenn Morson on Antisemitism and Journalism in and out of Catholicism"

Yesterday, I also listened to the Phenomenology Club podcast, Being Human, with an interesting rant and some good points on gender.

Well, I haven’t been here for a few days now for a walk, initially because I overdid it with long Covid and I hadn’t felt well. But also because of weather and air quality. Air quality hasn’t been that bad, but I actually got on the road to walk the other day and it was rated moderate, so I turned around went home. It’s not worth taking a chance. Either in doing the 5 miles last week, which I was so happy about getting done finally, after the last two times before that in a couple of 4 mile walks, or for some things I ate making my long Covid flare up in a not pleasant way. Though it seems to be fading. It seems to be less, even since I published my book on long Covid recently. But I’m well aware it could last two years, which would take me to April 2024.

My podcast yesterday was while I was shopping at Costco. Rachel Maddow‘s excellent “Ultra“, episode seven, "Rinse, Repeat". Next Monday is episode eight and the final installment of this thoroughly remarkable and amazing tale of how Donald Trump was our second insurrectionist, trumped by the one Rachel details in the 1940s. In what was a very similar and familiar event that also had connections with fascists (Hitler, not Putin). Whereas Trump loves the writings of Hitler and authoritarians and despots around the world in general, like Putin or Kim Jong Un. Hitler was actually aiding and abetting the insurrectionist Americans in the 1940s, with some of them in Congress.

I don’t think I’m finding a phenomenology podcast of the type I've been hoping to find.

Brief aside: My oldest son and I had created a faux religion in the vein the Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, only oriented towards stupidity and religions, in a rebuke of all things that annoy humankind, or irritations in one’s daily life, etc. We called it, The "Church of the Pure Purple" (the website explains why). We're also mentioned in the Urban Dictionary. Though for some reason not in Wikipedia (but then again, neither am I). But we tend to refer to it as, purple ism. Yes there’s a website for it at purpleism.org. Yes there’s a couple of Facebook pages/groups for it. 

But apparently there is no podcast dedicated to what I studied at university, at Western Washington University, in Bellingham Washington. What I’ve been looking for is a podcast on the phenomenology of psychology, or the psychology of phenomenology. Because that’s what I had been studying. I worked at the University of Washington for over seven years. I also worked for a time with Dr. John Gottman‘s marital research facility where he did some amazing work that led to my (now ex) wife and I (and the son I mentioned) in a BBC documentary back in the early 90s. But I attended Western Washington University instead (I also took classes at the UW) because I liked their orientation on psychology. It was much less devoted than the "UDub" to what we used to call “rat counters“, quantified psychology, in rat labs. Although I was surprised to find when my girlfriend got a job at Western, that we had monkey labs.

Well, because of all that… I’m going to switch now over to the Hell & High Water with John Heilemann podcast episode with Jon Meacham. I’ll finish the podcast on phenomenology later. Meacham just wrote a new book, "And There Was Light: Abraham Lincoln and the American Struggle"

Hey, I know said I was trying to get off political podcast and into psychology. Or better, phenomenology podcasts. But it’s like, a process, right? Besides I listen now to some very good political podcasts and I’m having trouble finding what I want in phenomenological podcasts. I mean, I could go back to the Folk Phenomenology podcast episode about a woman who was baptized as a child, but partially raised Jewish, and that whole experience. Or listen to the great John Heilemann and even greater Jon Meacham. Kind of, not a contest there. Sadly. But realistically.

As Meacham is mentioning on the podcast, the problem with autocracy is that the strong subjugate the weak. But the weak one day can become strong, and remove the autocratic and abusive. While the best we have the offer in history is democracy. Which is admittedly problematic. Even messy? And difficult. But it allows us that pressure valve and protection of the people. The problem nowadays is people are not well educated in history and global matters, not at a point to which they can appreciate what they have. In any system, you begin the system from a survey of all other systems. Then after a time you start to judge that system from within itself. Self reflection is not only good, it’s necessary and required. But you have to be careful. In reductionism, be it in physics, or politics, or anything, you can reduce to the point of either non-existence, or losing all meaning. I've seen Republicans doing that for year to make Democrats objections see irrelevant. As a form of disinformation. When in reality, they're very relevant objections. In any reduction effort, one has to move back-and-forth in scope. Buddhism teaches moderation in all things. But one also needs to view things, and I would argue in anything, from the perspective of the immediate and specific. From medium distance and slightly more general, and from the long distance, long-term, and most greatly generalized. What confuses some is that you also have to take that effort in viewing something, and look at tha,t as in that most generalized of a sense in viewing that, whatever it is, and make that the short term /immediate and specific, and then blow it out from there. But also one has to go the other way, the other direction. Only then would I would call that, in a Buddhist reference, “Enlightenment”. Yeah, I know that was confusing. Summary: pick a situation. View in in the short, medium and long term. Then take all that and do the same again. Then go the other direction. That, can allow, Enlightenment. Although it requires more.

If you want to a sign to let you know you’re on the wrong side of something, it’s when your favored secular politicians start to evoke God and religion. As Donald Trump has done. As Ron DeSanctimonious (as Trump juvenilely calls him), and as Governor of Florida Ron DeSantis, has now also done. As the Republican Party, especially their MAGA infection, within their party keeps doing. Also remember this, “Separation of Church and State“. There’s good reasons for that. I worry when politicians begin trying to inject their religious beliefs into a secular government's mechanism, regulations and laws. They need to be really worried, too. We’re quite past that now, because they’ve been doing it for a long time. Long before Trump's MAGA disease. Which, if he died tomorrow, will continue on without him. Which is what many of us worried about when he started up his political machinations some years ago. Democracy, with a little "d", is delicate (with a big "D"). You have to fight for it, to maintain it, from time to time, and if you don’t treat it right, it easily turns into something much darker and horrific. Which is what "1984" (1949) by George Orwell, and his 1945 book "Animal Farm", which of late we seem to be all about. I think everyone in the country should sit down and read those book, right now, before they do another thing. Although, some may need them explained (if not read) to them.

John Heilemann mentioning how Pres. Biden was able to walk out on stage after a pretty damn good election, which was only that good recently for Pres. George W. Bush, in part because of him starting a war, or two. One he had planned to start long before he became president, in Iraq. But before Bush, it’s been a very long time. Well, I can make the comment that I was very unhappy George Bush got elected. When I’m pretty sure that should’ve gone to Al Gore. But at least he didn’t pull any crap like what Trump did. Because VP Gore (Got to shake his hand once), had concerns for something other than himself...like his country, and democracy, and our citizens. I nether thought Bush was a real smart guy. Smart in some sense, but not as POTUS. He did OK, I guess. But when he won the electiotn Al should have won, I figured, America had been fooled. Fool me once… But when America voted Bush in for a second term? And I understand that happens during a war (a war that went on for 20 years, thanks for that), with all the mismanagement and mistakes that brought with it, I remember saying when Bush won his second term that, "I give up on America. If they’re going to vote Bush back in. They should know better by now and they don’t". Well Obama gave us some hope. Too much maybe. And apparently really offended a lot of America and sparked not very dormant racism. Then Trump yanked that rug out from under us and got in his little golf cart and drove the other way, away from democracy and as fast as he could. In order to continue acquiring all the money he could get legally, and illegally, morally but mostly immorally, and unethically. And that's just the facts. My older brother, seven years my senior, a big Trump supporter and somehow a nutcase toxic conservativism believer, who was kind of a hippie (he'd say never) back in the 60s...well, my facts are based in reality. I build my buildings on solid rock ground. Not an imitation of the Washington DC swap that Trump was allegedly voted in to get rid of but instead built another one and filled both of them to overflowing, pouring out into America his MAGA disease into a corpse of the zombie Republican Party of 2012. If you remember that. Where their self autopsy told them they needed to go a certain direction, entirely opposed to where they were headed, and then... they doubled down raw barebacking America until they injected enough of their disease from Donald Trump.

While we’ve on the tipping point of autocracy, we do finally seem to be leaning a bit left at this point. I think pretty much everybody sick of Donald Trump. The problem as I mentioned above, is that once you fire up a mindset that people find glee in exercising, it may never go away. Now to be fair, we’ve had that mindset since before the Civil War. Which was there to exploit. And as we mature our old conservatives anachronistic beliefs flame up. Which I call the “vicious animal dying“ syndrome, wherein, as something dies it flares up fighting death before it fades away. I’ve noticed this with disease. As you heal you hit a point where the disease gets suddenly really bad as “the fever breaks“. Will we get over these lead stories of late, to start feeling better? Or is it over with? I suspect we're stronger than we realize and autocracy can kiss our collective ass. We’ve seen some religions flaring up a bit, mostly Christianity, especially Evangelicalism, because they’re slowly dying out as America, as humanity at large if we're paying attention, evolves into greater knowledge and a better awareness of reality. We're also seeing it here in America with racism, and those sadly still authoritarian curious.

Remember what we’ve seen in interview video of Tucker Carlson saying that when he’s put on the spot and doesn’t have an answer, he lies. He says he doesn't lie on TV. Nonsense, practically his entire program is based on lying to America. To his viewers. Donald Trump doesn’t even do that when he's on the spot, he just lies, like he breathes.

For the record, I do not lie. I haven’t since I was a child. It’s a long story why, but it's cemented deeply into me to always tell the truth. To try hard to be accurate. IF I'm ever wrong, it's a mistake and I'm happy to correct it. And I always do if and when I can. For one thing, if you always tell the truth, life it just easier. You don't have to remember your lie universe. Whenever you don’t want to tell the truth, you have to be more clever to answer truthfully to get through the situation. That may come down to just saying, "I’m not going to answer that," but then you're not lying. It makes you smarter. Not to mention your reputation grows in good ways. Telling the truth is like doing push-ups for your mind/brain. You’re going to end up stronger working that mental muscle, than someone who just sits in a chair staring at a wall. We have to exercise our minds in order to exercise our brains. And the mind and brain exist together. That’s why you can’t take one person‘s mind and put it in another person's brain, because the physical structure isn’t there to support it. You would get a schizophrenic out of it at best. Which is kind of what happens when you take immoral people like Trump and put them in a more obvious and structured environment like being president, where ethics actually matter. As does reputation. Trump proved you can be POTUS with a really shitty reputation, that there's a way to work that. But I think this midterm election has shown, Americans are sick of that nonsense. Or if you take a moral person and put them in an environment like the shit bubble surrounding Donald Trump. It warps people, it infects, damages. Someone said everything that Donald Trump touches is corrupted. There’s a reason for that. We wondered why some good people did bad things when Trump was president. Now they've woken up out of his influence and they're regretting it.

It’s the mental condition of sociopaths. I went through this with my own mother. Decades ago, I visited her at home. I talk to her and listened to things she told me and I commiserated with her. She was telling me things I didn't know about, couldn't yet, couldn't verify, so you tend to trust someone and react accordingly. Perhaps there’s some obvious codependency going there. That situation kind of messed up all of us kids (Kids, we were in our 30's and 40s back then). I walked out, leaving her house that day and it was about 15 minutes later, my mind having been working on everything she had said, as I was driving away. I began to realize that nothing she said made sense. That it couldn't be true. Then I remembered other things like that, other times this had happened. And I realized, nothing she said was true, but she believed it. It was victim mentality for one. Something we constantly hear from Trump. Some of what Mom said was true, but her interpretation of things was severely warped and bent toward making her look like the victim, like someone who people needed to support and do her bidding, against others. And that was when I realized...this was a mental illness of some kind. She had a mental illness. We'd long known she had something going on (and drugs for a long time were part of that) I told my siblings about it. We tried to affect positive change for her. But all we did was to piss her off We had no legal recourse. When she needed to be in an institution and managed and her mind reshaped. Healed. And that’s what I’ve realized with Donald Trump. He’s the same exact kind of person, only far worse than my mother and far more destructive and mean spirited. Vile and greedy. The thing about sociopaths is they can be very charming because they will sacrifice their own selfness, temporarily, to be whatever you need them to be for you to give them what they want, or I should say, vice a versa. They will give you what you want from them for them to get you to give them what they need. That’s why whenever I meet someone like Donald Trump, I know it, usually instantly, in my core that this is not a good person to be near. Get away from them! And I won't stay around them, at all. Why should I? I know what's coming. I don't think I've ever been wrong either, when that has happened. Others around me have noticed that and used that to their own benefit. IF I won't deal with someone and they know why, they save themselves the pain and follow suit. To sum up here, one sure as hell does NOT give someone like Donald Trump the most powerful office in the history of humankind. That is feeding the pathology. We fed his pathology. His sociopathy. Fueled his narcissism. To all our determent. And we nearly helped him end this country.

Jon Meacham in the podcast just said “When I say we should follow the rule of law, and that sounds partisan. That's a sign of where we’re at.”

Time for me to restate my beliefs, since I graduated University in 1984, that we need to watch out for corporations and what I came to call “corporate thought“. That form of thinking that corporations use. They use it to justify profit because they have to, because that’s their job. They use it to justify compromising their morals and ethics and that of others. Since decades ago  when I first came to that realization, I’ve watched this "corporate thought" seep into everything. Our government. Our religions, and so much so through evangelism. Seeping into our churches. Toxic capitalism, is what I came to realize was going on. But it takes corporate thinking to support the toxic capitalism. We are manly a capitalist nation and a largely Christian one. People like to say we’re a Christian nation, that is, Christians like to say that. That is, mostly evangelicals like to say that. But the truth is that this country was founded during a time when religion was prominent and had consumed everything. Even if you were a rationalist, or humanist, or a secularist, to just be able to get through the day, most needed to cave into all that in their language. And when called out they had to  play Peter, with his three times speaking against Jesus, if you want to reference the Bible on this. It’s something that’s goes against yourself and reality. But just because the concept of God was so profound in society back then. As a Founder of this nation, especially in their not setting up an institutionalized religion, as there was in England, they were trying to get away from that. They wanted a separation of church and state. And it would’ve done well for them, for us now, for them to have mentioned that directly in the Constitution. But how are they supposed to know that at the time, when they really couldn’t say that, that one day it would cost us all dearly. For not just coming out and saying that all religions are welcome, and no religion is better than any other, and no religion is better than atheism. While atheism, as many of them knew as Freemasons, may well be better than theism. And if not atheism, certainly secularism. There’s also a huge difference between spiritualism and theism. Between an understanding of the universe and that of organized religion.

For those who don’t understand "international inflation" or gas prices, instead of blaming Pres. Biden and a Democratic administration, it would behoove everyone if they would blame the Republican Party for it, and even Donald Trump. If you stand back and you look at this from a distance, one can see clearly that in the long run, that would do a lot more good for everyone. Though maybe not the Republican leadership (or their lobbyists who have their lips glued to them), or wealthy Republicans, or corporations. Who don’t have  the good sense of what they owe to this country. You can talk to a lot of wealthy democratic people who are quite happy to be taxed more. Not abusively so, no one likes feeling abused. But then too, what appears abusive to us as the poor, certainly isn't to the wealthy. I’ve even seen some wealthy Republican people saying to "tax us more, but I’m not gonna just throw money at you if I don’t have to." On the other hand, there are people who are paying more than their fair share according to tax laws because they can afford it and it's the right things to do. Tax shelters and avoiding taxes as much as you can legally (or illegally) achieve, isn't as Trump said, "Smart", it's unAmerican. It's actually stealing from the citizens. When that comes up in reverse and they are saying an individual is doing something like that, they surely call it crime. So? So it’s a personal thing about how much you value yourself in this country. Who needs tax breaks? Those who don’t have money. Who do we always try to tax the most when Republicans are in office? Those who are having trouble getting by. Who get the tax breaks from them? Corporations and the rich and wealthy. And a lot of times, not even the rich. Follow the money. But also follow the power, and you'll see who is addicted to those who have the power.

Jon Meacham: “It’s the three "D's". Dobbs, democracy, deniers.” That speaks to why Republicans did so poorly on this midterm election. Those who were against women's rights, democracy and who denied election security.

This just popped into my head. On gender. When you’re telling someone about someone else who they don’t know, do you want to use the descriptors? Do you want to have some idea, a foothold into the orientation of the person? If they’re not like that person, if they’re not of the majority, easily understanding who the person is you are referring to. Of those who most people would assume would a certain type of person, without their being described, isn't it useful to use descriptors? Gender can imply an orientation. But only for those correctly labeled with a gender as they see themselves. Unless you’re talking about fashion, perhaps...what good does gender do for you, really? So regardless how many genders there are, or how many some believe there are, unless it’s relevant to the context, why is gender or race as a descriptor, required? And that’s basically the argument that non-binary people, or trans people have, when trying to share such information with others. Yes, they’re a little over-reactive and maybe hypersensitive at times, because of a lifetime of misunderstanding. Or a lifetime of thinking they were defective, then finally as adults, realizing what's wrong, that they’re just gay, or trans. What an amazing revelation that must be for some. And then others brutalize them over finally feeling real and normal. All those years wasted would piss anyone off! Although, I may not agree with everything they believe in or how they believe some things, one does you have to do what one has to do... when you feel like you’re trying to survive. All we have to do is alter our paradigm. Accept the shift. Be supportive. Because we're being asked to support them, to change how we view THEM, not change ourselves and not to be them. 

Do you want me to leave another good example. There’s not a lot of examples in American history of rights or programs being revoked. These things are hard to establish. But once they are in place they are hard to eliminate. So if we can take women’s rights away, I won’t say that we should be able to take away gun rights, but we should apply them appropriately for the first time in a long time. Because the Second Amendment has nothing to do with what it’s been inflated to mean. Private militias are unconstitutional. We’ve known that since SCOTUS judge so back it in 1886. I guess we were too lazy to address it when it started to crop up in the 1960s, 70s and 80s. When militias started to crop up. They were a difficult thing to address. There was a lot of other turmoil to deal with. But we didn't address it. We allowed these types their delusions and misinterpretation of the US Constitution. And so here we are. And now we're paying for it. And now when it's most difficult to rectify, we finally do have to address it. Now that we've allowed lies to be institutionalized and normalized. But we have to do it.

As I think I said the other day, we should never have been voting on something like Roe v Wade, on women’s rights, such as abortion. It should be a federal law all women are guaranteed. Part of government is to protect us from abuses. From religion. From toxic conservatism. Toxic capitalism. Yes from toxic or extremist anything. We've failed so often on that. Obviously, a  problem is that there can be extremism, I'm not talking fascism, that can be right, sometimes. Go up above a little ways to what Jon Meacham said, when he says, "We should follow the rule of law" and how now it sounds partisan. Because Republicans have normalized not following the rule of law. That’s how far the norm has shifted because of this toxic conservatism effect brought to us by a lost and broken Republican Party with their mental delusionalist's diseases, like Donald Trump.

It should be quite clear if everything was running correctly in this country, related to our elections, we would be a more progressive country, we would have a more progressive government, and Republicans would not often be in power. Not until they curb their bullshit and get back in line with America. Not back in line with the Democratic Party. But back to being more functional to work with Democrats, as they’re supposed to do. If you’re not moving forward, you’re going backward. If you stand still, as conservatives want to do (or even regress) yeah, then you’re going backward. We need to be moving forward. Always. The past is what we've done and we need always to do more, better, newer and to better the lives of our citizens. Not just our corporations. Not just wealthy people who can do for themselves. America is here to help you become wealthy. To be able to maintain yourself but also to keep doing better. To do better and not worse. Not worse and then just calling it better... or great.

John Heilman had a very interesting quote from someone named, Joseph Bafumi at about 23 minutes in:
"I think the best explanation of this comes from a paper by Joseph Bafumi, which basically found that voters like to balance out policy change. They just have a very strong sense of status-quo bias and loss aversion. And as a result, they react negatively to dramatic changes in policy. So when policy moves left, they move right. And when it moves right, they move left. Just as when the temperature goes up outside, you move the thermostat down, and vice versa."

To what John had to say, Meacham mentions Jim Stimpson, a political scientist in North Carolina who said: "The findings suggest that both Democratic and Republican opinion respond thermostatically. However, the suggested account is one of differential responsiveness. Democrats appear to be responding to changes in public policy, but Republicans do not consider policy outputs at all. Rather, Republicans use the partisanship of the president to make inferences about public policy, irrespective of any actual policy change."

Meacham: "When we elect a Republican, public opinion for government goes up. When we elect a Democrat public opinion for government goes down. This is true from Eisenhower forward."

From 1937 to 2017 our policies were based on FDR and Reagan. But those were severely subverted, distorted by Donald Trump being in office and Republicans lining up like little fascist soldiers to do anything Trump wanted, no matter how crazy it was that they were being told to do, except for the very few.

According to the 2022 midterm election apparently America still wants to be a democracy. So Republicans who are fighting against that? “Fuck you!“

John Meacham says 35% of the country are ripe for the kind of authoritarian nonsense that they were gobbling up. And these are the same kinds of people who after Joe McCarthy was brought down, still supported him. He said that 35% had become 48%. But that’s now changing. We just had to get back that 12% and decide we didn’t want to burn our house down, and that’s what happened.

It’s interesting to note those Republicans who lost in this election and conceded publicly. Because they couldn’t bring themselves to be as lowlife as Donald Trump could, or a Kari Lake could.

Well that’s it for the day! I got in 4 miles. I think 5 miles might’ve been too much this time. Next time…

Also interesting for me to note, I used to get off of these walks of a mile or 2 or 3 or then 5 and I'd have to ice and then heat my left ankle, but now I don’t. Yay!

Cheers! Slainte!

Thursday, November 10, 2022

Walkabout Thoughts #17

My thoughts, while walking off long Covid and listening to podcasts…


Weather for the day's walkabout, clear… 40°

Instagram post for the day [with two follow ups below]

Podcast for the day is John Heilemann’s "Hell and Highwater" podcast, finishing up the Jordan Klepper episode.

Second podcast is Heilemann's next episode with Joe Scarborough

Instagram post for the day [with 2 more updates below, you'll see]

It’s interesting on the Jordan Klepper podcast episode talking about the time last summer he went to a MAGA rally and actually showed people January 6 committee videos of people like Bill Barr and Ivanka Trump saying clearly things against Donald Trump. And yet these people are the delusional state where and they can’t even believe their own eyes and ears. "Ivanka must be a clone." "Which she says must be edited." The stupid involved in this is so immense, it’s hard to see any way back down from it. “Double plus good“, right? People really need to go read or reread “1984“. Because ge stated, George Orwell clearly warned us, he pointed out in a fictionalize novel, just what we’re facing today, how autocracy takes over, how it functions once it is put in place. We’re in a place where a third of our country is in a paradigm shift beyond (below) the rest of us, into delusions manufactured and manipulated by authoritarians (Trump and Republican MAGA Party). It’s like Trump read Hitler's speeches (which he admits to and his wife indicated), and  "1984", and thought, “Weeell there’s a plan for action. Fuck America. All praise Donald Trump. Because there is no greater reflection in the mirror than mine!“ Uh huh...

Jordan Klepper: “It’s not that MAGA are the majority. It’s that they won’t believe that they’re NOT the majority. “

OK, this isn’t good. My Instagram post for the day was walking by a fire department truck. But now I’m on the way back from my first lap and a police car drives up. We’ve had the fire department show up before. They showed up twice in April for me for long Covid... tachycardia and then again a week later for high blood pressure. Between then and now, down and across the street from me they showed up for someone else. But the police didn’t show up. The police are usually called in when there’s a crime involved right? Worse? There’s no ambulance. What does that mean.? A death?

I got so wrapped up in the police showing up, I walked almost all the way home.

Firetruck and police Instagram vid 2. Well maybe it’s some light spousal abuse and the paramedics from the fire truck patched them up and they didn’t need to go to the hospital, so they called the police. That’s being optimistic.

“Team democracy“, does not have MAGA members. Whether they realize it or not. I mean they, and unconstitutional private militias, believe themselves to be patriots. Some of them just because they were in the military and maybe actually were patriot before they got brainwashed by toxic conservative “America First“ Trump MAGA delusions. Attacking fellow citizens for political reasons, isn't patriotic. Attacking your country or her democracy, isn't patriotic. Your intentions may have seemed "pure" to you, but your actions and reality, count.

If democracy becomes dead, and you just can’t get yourself to "do autocracy", or kleptocracy, or Trump's version of oligarchy, what then do you go for? And how do you remain then in what once was the United States of America?

So I finished the Klepper episode, now skipping to yesterday's episode of Hell and Highwater.

O00h! I forgot, a few blogs ago of my walkabout I said I wanted to start talking less about politics and more about phenomenology. Either the psychology phenomenology, or the phenomenology of psychology. But the midterms were coming up. Well yesterday, that was over and now there is this ungraceful period where they’re counting for the next week, or weeks. But, I did look up phenomenology podcasts and found only two that seemed reasonable to me. A podcast with one episode on “the phenomenology of illness“, is not absolutely not what I’m looking for. While one does have to practice things like in order to study phenomenology. Which is what I concentrated on at university towards my psychology degree, phenomenology, I mean. I'm saying, to study phenomenology, you have to study the application OF it.

Here’s a question, what if the Republican Party stopped being the Party of big business and stopped slurping down their lobbyist money and stopped focusing so much on immediate pleasure, instant gratification and power, every second of their lives? And just vociferously and utterly became advocates of small business? It would be a paradigm shift, it would be a painful shift and we’d probably lose a lot of Republicans in Congress etc. But what if the Party instead of cohesively going for utterly anti-American ludicrous bullshit like the seditionist MAGA agenda as a Party and actually went instead for the citizens? That is, small business and individuals? They can’t get out of their mindset that large multinational corporations are very citizen oriented and good for the country. No doubt they are but only up to a point and then they become toxic which makes their supporters, the Republican party, toxic, which makes their supporters in the electorate toxic, which opens the door for mindfucks like Donald Trump to rise to power. Just sayin'...

Remember that humanity is designed by nature to raise up specific individuals as a populist, almost cult leaders, and then after a time, when they discover they’re not perfect. or that they’re not the Gods (this in the primal "lizard" brain part of the human brain), humanity had evolved in the beginning, remember that religion and "Gods" didn’t exist in the beginning… And so they kill those leaders, now considered, false Gods, or false prophets, or false leaders. Plus, when you have a great idea and try to evoke change, you're ASKING to be brought to an end. Changing the status quo, even to save lives, can get people killed. Jesus, is a perfect example of this.

Normally on election day, because I vote by mail and as soon as I can, and because it’s a smart thing to do… I like to...especially since I’ve been retired... get some food for the day and drinks and monitor the election, even late into the night. Kind of like I would do with the holiday. Which election days should be. A national fucking holiday! Like in some countries who truly respect democracy. We’re so screwed up in this country. Especially with Republicans trying to skew the vote, curb the ease of election voting for their opponents… if you look at Republican election activities, they’re all oriented toward decreasing their opponents' votes and increasing theirs. Though sometimes they screw that up, really badly. ("badly", yeah, I know...) But that shouldn’t be happening. We should all be voting. We should all be voting easily and with accurate information. Anyway, because of long Covid, I can’t really drink alcohol for now. Or I can drink maybe one beer, or one glass of wine. But the next day my vagus nerve suffers for it. Same thing with sugar. So I eat non-sugar things, which are pretty good nowadays.

Yesterday I bought some lobster tails, cooked them up for lunch in my air fryer and then phad Thai for dinner. And bought some sugarless candy and some cookies and had his best time as I could have under the circumstances. Today I woke up with my vagus nerve feeling irritated. Probably from the shortbread cookies which had sugar in them. Sugarless shortbread cookies kind of suck, except for one brand I found at Fred Meyer (from VOORTMAN Bakery, well I like them anyway).
I’m not sure the president can do this but, when Joe Biden gave his address to the nation the other day, about the Trump Republican MAGA bullshit we've been subjected and subjugated to, and about voting for democracy, it would’ve been nice if his presidential address was on every single available channel. Because as we’re discovering, and as we’ve known, MAGA, and as well a lot of non-MAGA, who don’t ever vote, or know anything about the news, or politics, who are not involved in our nation's orientation or managing even though they live here and benefit from it... completely don’t know what’s going on, or that what they understand is going on is actually a MAGA manufactured, 180° skew from reality. They say "Patriot", we see sedition. They say America, we see domestic enemies attack our democracy.

It’s OK. It’s chilly out and this coat I wore last time, which is perfect for the last walk with cold and rain, it’s just a little it too warm for today. But that’s growing up in the Pacific Northwest...layer your clothes or suffer. So I'm carrying the coat now and damn, it's bulkier and heavier than you'd think.

Something weird just a occurred to me. I just walked by an older couple holding their little dog, talking to a guy in a truck. So I go to the left and walk by their garbage can now on my right, sitting there waiting for the garbage truck today. What occurred to me is, if they looked at me as I walk by, it might be polite to look over and nod, to give a greeting. But they were busy talking and I didn’t want to interrupt or disturb them so I just kept looking in front of me. What occurred to me, is what is considered normal or acceptable behavior in this case. What if I just angrily knocked over their garbage can and stormed off? What would they do? Some people might yell at me. But nowadays I’m beginning to suspect most people wouldn’t do anything. I guess this is the phenomenology of proper action, or of action as it may be. Because, let’s say most people would do nothing, because I know I wouldn’t want to deal with some person who may be mentally deranged. I’ve seen this situation in Seattle for years. You don’t wanna deal with these people who are mentally ill, when they’re being violent. I had though, at least once. Walking down the street commuting into work one morning, I walked by a tall guy in camo fatigues. Suddenly he just "clocked" this shorter Asian guy in the face who was walking along minding his own business. I stopped to watched, also unsure. I started to move forward to help the guy off the ground but then the guy in the fatigues jumped on him! And started trying to wale on him. The guy was trying to protect himself on the ground. I ran over and just as I was about to grab the guy on top he jumped up and ran away! I stood there shocked. I looked at the guy in the ground who refused to look at me. He got up. I asked him, "Are you OK?" He said, "Yeah, I’m fine", rather angry. I said, "Hey, we got to tell the cops." He said, "No, I’m fine!" And he stormed off. I didn’t know what to say. There was nothing to do, so I walked around the corner headed to the Starbucks before I hit my company for work, a few more blocks away. Turned out, there was three or four cops standing on the front of Starbucks, talking. I went over and told them what happened. They asked, "Where is he, the attacker?" I pointed at him down the street, still visible to me. They said, "All right thanks. We'll take care of this. We know this guy. We know who he is." I said, "OK, but you don't need my statement?" "No, it's all good, thanks, have a nice day."At the end of the block, as I was about to turn, the corner (I had decided to go to Torrefazione Italia, a better indie coffee shop around the corner. It’s much better coffee. Or it was before Seattle's Best bought them. Then Starbucks bought Seattle's Best, years ago. Anyway, I saw the cops talking to the guy in the camo‘s. So my point in all of this? Had I knocked over that garbage can, what would I have felt... if no one said a thing? I examined that as I walked by those people, past that garbage can. And I felt a rush, an exhilaration. Of breaking mores, shattering norms, fully getting away with it. Where would that lead? Then I thought about Trump and how he grew up in an overly controlled childhood. Sent to a boarding school because his parents didn’t wanna deal with him and his father didn’t know how to love a child. His abusive Nazi loving father, by the way. And how Trump obviously would’ve tried to get away with anything back then. And then met his idol one day. The gay lawyer Roy Cohn, who taught Trump everything about not paying your bills, skirting the law, abusive lawsuits, and being a complete and utter asshole. And then I thought about how that transferred to MAGA. And the joy experience in breaking mores and norms. Especially if you think you’re gonna get what you want after your voice has been silence for so long. Because your ideas were bad, or toxic. Which is why no one wants to hear what you have to say and why your view of the world isn’t in existence. They tried that in Hitler’s Germany. The majority didn’t like it. The majority of the planet. Except the Nazi MAGA or their version of the make Germany great again, crowd. My point in all this is that there’s a release or a joy and what Trump has done to America, and that’s what we have to counter. Like any other junkie to get them off of their junk. But until they’re ready for it, you really can’t do anything for them, or for those around them, who they damage, who they make to suffer. Good luck America!

Humans are naturally a little OCD and are pattern recognizers. That kind of OCD isn’t a disease (so not really OCD, but it makes a great explanatory shorthand). But it is a very normal orientation. It helped us before we were humans, to survive. It helped us later as we evolved into being human. When we find something that works well, we repeat it. When we see a pattern we recognize it, we know later what it is before we fully recognize it. Those two things however, can go horribly wrong. When we see patterns that aren’t what they look like, and it sends us into fight or flight or freeze, or  we join a cult because of fear from it. Or when we repeat something incessantly that was good once, in one situation, but then never again in any other situation. We abuse and misuse or overly use certain things, because of that. When you apply that to things like politics, which is not affecting just you, and I just those around you, but an entire country, or millions or billions of people in other countries too… That is highly dangerous. And it explains a lot about MAGA type delusional groups or private militias who go off the deep end, or simply mass shooters in some cases. 

OK. Instagram vid 3, the fire department's gone, like I said, the police showed up like I said, and now there’s a dark SUV with a gurney. I’m thinking this was a death. And I believe if someone dies, the police have to show up and write a report. Lotta retired around here. So this could just be that. Death by natural causes. Here’s hoping.
[on my last length of 4 miles and headed home, the body was in the SUV and another black SUV had showed up, who I assume was the medical examiner/coroner or their assistant.]

Starting my 4th mile. Feeling pretty beat to hell today. Maybe I overdid it yesterday with something. So I think I’ll finish the 4th mile and head home. Again, this isn’t being wimpy, it’s wondering what I will feel like tomorrow. With long Covid, you don't want to push it until you’re regressing. Stop before that starts. So I’ll probably feel a little rough tomorrow from this today. Which was a little rough today because of yesterday. So I don’t wanna continue this. But 4 miles is a good walk for me. I was feeling really good yesterday at Safeway. Safeway! I was feeling good...at Safeway. So I’m thinking, I’m at least halfway through this long Covid. I see it as I think I mentioned in my book "Suffering Long Covid", I healing from it as a "halflife" issue. Long Covid goes away half way and then half way again, and then half way, in half, in half, in half again and again... instead of just decreasing and disappearing. Which is why it lasts maybe two years, or less if you’re lucky. More, or forever, if you’re really unlucky. But Since Covid has only been around for a couple years, we simply cannot know that yet, or that for some it may be permanent. When it damages your organs or ages them, which apparently it does for everybody, that’s not long Covid lasting forever. That’s the lasting affects of having had long Covid, from having had Covid.

Interesting long Covid thing, I always bring a small bottle of water with me on these walkabouts. In case I have to take a Benadryl, to lower my blood pressure. Or just rehydrate. But I never drink any before the 3rd mile. I save it for the fourth or 5th mile. Frequently, I'll drink some or all of it on the last leg of my final, hopefully 5th mile. Getting a headstart on getting home and drinking a big glass of water over the next half hour to hydrate. I use this water like medicine. As doctors have always known, especially when you take meds, if you start to feel ill sometimes on the meds, drink a glass of water to hydrate you enough so that the concentrations in your cells decrease and you'll feel better. I've felt incredible horrible on meds before, drank a glass of water and it instantly went away and I felt great. Just as we should be eating food not just as a culinary delight, or for satiation, but as medicine. I think we long ago lost count of the number of ill or dead people who ended up that way because they ate food using the opposite theory of using food as medicine. Or they only ate the same thing day in and day out and even with vitamin supplements, couldn’t get the sustenance their body needed to continue to grow healthily, or fight off diseases or conditions or illnesses.

From the podcast, Joe Scarborough is saying he remembers and 1998-99 Carl Rove, not democracy's friend, was telling him and Jeb Bush, and George W. Bush, and others to get their demographics right. Because if you don’t pay correct attention to the Spanish and Latino electorate, they will wipe you out. Seems like that’s what we’ve been seeing with the Democrats lately. Too many, I would say, confused people in that group, who have lived through socialism or communism and despised i, But think an American version of that is the same thing, or would lead to the same thing. And it doesn’t and it won’t. Because we’re not a socialist or Communist country. We're capitalists and sadly toxic capitalists at that. So our social programs are not those things. A country, a state has a responsibility to take care of its citizens and not kill them. To help them not die. That’s not what Republicans are doing in how they view protecting our citizens. Best they think that voters die if Republicans stay in power. That’s not American. That’s Putinesque, that’s authoritarian. That's Trump ism. That’s dictator/tyrant bullshit. That’s theocratic. And that’s our Republican Party today. They’ve known since 2012 with their OWN Republican "autopsy" not to double down, but back off and re-evolve into something America needs. But instead they got on their slide and found Donald Trump on their way to the bottom.

When Russia started bombing Irpin, a woman called her sister in Moscow & told her.
Response: "Why are you lying to me? You're bombing your own people!"
In America, Republicans want to know of Democrats:
"Why are you so bad, murderers, pedophiles, stealing our elections?
Autocracy does what autocracy does. It's in Russia. It's in America. Delusion manufactured.

I think if I labeled myself, it would be as a Scientific Humanist with Scientific Integrity. Though according to Kurt Vonnegut, religions label was Secular Humanist (Secular Humanism DefinedSecular Humanist Declaration, Affirmations of Humanism). Never really a Democrat, sure as hell not a Republican or advocate of the disturbed conservative belief system. Conservatism normally, is to be used in emergency for short periods. But Republicans claim, that's all day ever day, which is damaging to society and the human psyche. And, American conservatism has been warped. I thought I was an independent for a bit, until I met independent back in the 90s. I thought I was a libertarian, for about a month, until I met libertarians. Nice people but, good grief. I prefer reality. It's good to have an ideology, but better if you live your life in reality. "Orient" not force defectiveness in place. If you believe in any pure political ideology, you’re misguided. Even if you’re over educated. Use what works best. Hybrids. Too much capitalism is toxic. As is too much communism, too much Socialism, too much authoritarianism, almost any authoritarianism actually. But if you take a good solid societal theory as base, which I would suggest... democracy, because as has been said, it’s the best we’ve got, or the wort, except for all others… Then add a smattering of social programs and don’t overdo the capitalism, as we have… that's pretty good. Understand that quality is generally better than quantity.

It’s really bizarre how Trump denigrates people in Congress and yet, they then adhere to his ass. He shreds Latinos but then he gets more voters from them. People especially who have lived under socialism and communism, freak out about American social programs. Yet they vote for Trump because they like a “strong man“? What the fuck? What’s the problem with these communist and socialist nightmares? What was the problem with Cuba? It was a strongman in Fidel Castro as their absolute ruler and supreme leader. Bullshit. What the fuck are these people doing? Democrats are for democracy. Republicans are not. Certainly not how, this year. They've long been headed in this direction. And those people say they are moving over to the Republican Party because they think the Democrats haven’t done enough for them. Because Democrats have done a lot for everybody and haven't made a big deal about a single group. Which Republicans would then make a big deal about as being...who knows. Bad. But they think Republicans will maybe, hopefully, might do something for them? When that’s not what Republicans are about. They’re about doing things, for themselves. For power, for money. 

By the way, these nonsensical comments about Republicans and Democrats are the same, because... "politicians" is just ridiculous. You cannot equate these two parties. Certainly not since Trump was elected. And actually, literally not since the early 90s.

Interesting. Joe Scarborough is saying on the podcast that a lot of Latinos and  Spanish language people see the Republican Party as what we so often hear them profess to be… "Patriots". Which most of us know now is just bullshit, hype and propaganda. IF you don't know that, man, look around.

OK, that's it for the day.

Cheers! Sláinte!

Tuesday, November 8, 2022

Walkabout Thoughts #16

My thoughts, while walking off long Covid and listening to podcasts…


Weather for the day… 38° and overcast. I may have two hours of no rain.
[later...nope]

Podcast for the day is Rachel Maddow’s “Ultra” episode six

Instagram post for the day

Huey Long, a criminal politician in the south back in the 1940s, corrupt as they come, self-proclaimed demagogue. Finally one day, murdered. And seemingly rightfully so, as he had said himself he was not just the law but the "Constitution". This is a good example regarding Donald Trump and his type today. Because the corrupt political machine that Huey Long put it into action, continued on after the head of that snake was gone. This is a good example too about Donald Trump in being the head of a newer snake that needs to be removed, and then too the corrupt political machine that overtook the GOP. Which now has corrupt MAGA Republican Party types who also need to be dealt with. America doesn’t need to be doing the work of our enemies across the seas. They need to do their own work at their own costs, using their own resources. Which we are working hard to take down. The head of the Russian snake, also needs to be removed, preferably by Putin's own people. And there are also, in Russia ironically enough, where Putin is doing some of that work for us, in his screwing up so badly he's almost removing himself from office with "Putin‘s folly", in his criminal war crime ridden murderous propaganda machine in Ukraine.

And now... it’s raining, lightly. Forecast showed it would rain a bit and then be clear for about 90 minutes to 2 hours...

I understand having to have your I's doted, your T's crossed in order to indict somebody like a former President of the United States, in our most corrupt and worst president in US History. But since it’s been leaked, that is, since Trump let it be known that he would soon announce his run for president in 2024 (potentially on November 14th), it would seriously behoove AG Garland in our Justice Department to indict Donald Trump, say, the day after the election this Wednesday. At very least, before Trump announces.

We need a serious government oversight entity or a class action lawsuit by the people, if that were possible, to charge all MAGA Republican candidates and leadership with forcing them to prove the lies they’re repeatedly saying. Especially, most especially, on Trump's "big lie" and in their being election deniers. Prove it or shut up! This has got to stop. The fact that the government can sit on this for this long and not protect the people, is unacceptable and anathema. Sure, they will probably get around to it, but in how this works today, time is of essence. 

And news came out today about an election integrity group who now is going to monitor the United States which we’ve needed since maybe 2000 definitely 2016 main part B one aspect of a solution.

Did you know if you tell men to avoid the draft or not sign up, you’re breaking the law?

Again, in referring to the podcast “Ultra”, it’s a good to note that once we get Trump out of the way, preferably with the use of capital punishment after he’s charged for appropriate crimes, like that’s gonna happen, but it needs to happen, we will then have to begin dismantling the criminal and conspiracy machine that he and part emboldened and help set in motion.

Consider that while we may not be able to prove direct or indirect collusion or following of orders by Putin or Russia or China or North Korea, or whomever by Trump and any of his MAGA minions, when there are direct parallels between what our enemies do, have done, are doing, and want done, that needs to be addressed. Addressed and neutralized, and/or covertly or publicly, though always preferably publicly. Let’s face it, this shit has to stop. Because once this country doesn’t exist, will matter any longer? No. See, "The Handmaid‘s Tale, e.g., "Gilead". Yes it’s fiction. But so is "1984", which warned us and we completely ignored. So now we see it all around us. Double plus good?

There’s been a phrase going around, "big 'dick' power". Often referred about by little 'dick' people, or their supporters. People think that’s a Trump, or  a Putin. I would just like to point out what that tends so often to be (as I'd said), is really "little 'dick' power", with a lot of real physical power backing it up. Because of who allowed them to be, in power. As I’ve said before, when Trump was first elected, one does not put a Socio/psychopathic narcissist in position of the most powerful office in the most powerful country in the world. Or even a lower power but major "X" super power. Because course, America DID do that. Well, at least Russia has an excuse, of sorts.

It’s quite clear that the Republican Party is trying to assure their continued and permanent victory, and maintain their power while making America into THEIR one party system. Just as the Nazi party did in pre-World War II Germany. Sorry, it's just true, on both accounts. It's really not up for debate. It happened, it is happening. These are just the facts. Not made up Republican MAGA "facts" but you can look it up for real. The Nazis did that. The Republican Party has clearly stated that’s their intention. One candidate for governor in the Midwest just this past week, SAID exactly that. That if he’s elected, Republicans will be in power there from then on. And NOBODY should want THAT.

Leave it to a 1940s sedition trial where Republicans stated they would make Hitler’s pogroms look meek. Now we’re seeing the evolution of that same kind of mindset in today’s MAGA Republican Party, led by Nazi wannabe, Donald Trump. Damn! I can’t tell you how much I wish I was lying about this, or that it was not true. But again, you can look it up. Pick up a damn newspaper. And again, not like how MAGA “look things up”, once can actually look this shit up and quickly, easily, plainly see, it’s all true. I know! Sad.

I need to remember when I get back home today, to update my Amazon page for my latest nonfiction book, “Suffering Long Covid“. I set it up so that if you buy the book version, you also get the e-book version. So if you're reading the book version, with about 67 reference/research URLs that you can reference. You can indicate them in the book you're reading, then go to those links online in the e-book version and simply click to go there. Otherwise, you have to type in a long URL. I apologize for that. Then again, you can also take the heading for a URL and Google search on it, then use the URL in the book to verify it's the correct link. It appears there's some sales on that book on Amazon. Which is kind of scary. Yes, I've had book sales going on ten years now soon, but those are fiction, horror/sci fi books and stories. This book is non-fiction (my second work, first book) and details some rather private times as it includes my daily logs from suffering through covid and long covid this year. And I didn't edit to cut things, I left everything in there.

My second podcast for the day, as I’m only finishing up the 3rd mile here, is Political Gabfest's, "Live From Atlanta!", continuing the episode I listened to on my last walkabout.

My next podcast is from the Mary Trump podcast, "Ask Me Anything" episode. I like her show, I'm just used to a less social more dense intake of facts. But she has some very good insights and guests.

My next podcast is John Heilemann's "Hell and Highwater" podcast's latest episode with Jordan Klepper who used to be on The Daily Show. Love this guy's works. Their talking about who/what got him into comedy, he mentioned, The Monty Python Show, Steve Coogan's "Alan Partridge" character,and others. I didn't know he studied in the UK. His favs included these guys who, now that I've seen them, are pretty funny.

Klepper makes a good point on the podcast about the Fetterman versus Oz debate. You have got to address how Fetterman did himself, and not just talk about how bad Oz is. But the truth is, while Republicans say Fetterman shouldn’t be on the ticket because he can’t finish a sentence, which isn’t true. I would put Fetterman up with what knowledge and orientation he has, behind his current temporary difficulty in communicating, with someone like Herschel Walker. Who no matter how well he communicates, is still a fucking moron and shouldn’t be anywhere near public office. He's just a Republican dupe who's gonna do whatever he’s told. Which is why they’re voting for him. Not to mention what a communications idiot their leader, Donald Trump is. I would say, except when he’s not inconsistently "sundowning" throughout any day where he's being so inconsistent and moronic, that somehow just doesn’t matter to his supporters. Which is bizarre. But does explain Herschel Walker. And Oz, I suppose. But Oz, can actually think. Who like DeSantis, makes them potentially more dangerous than Trump. Except, Trump truly has no moral direction.

Jordan pointing out that Walker evokes the Strunk and White "Elements of Style" manual command which indicates one should always, “omit needless words”. While as I see Trump, he makes that an art in how he omits and overuses words, in all the wrong places (phrases?).

It's ironic that should Republicans win this midterm, Democrats will say democracy is doomed. But if Democrats win, Republicans won’t have any comment about democracy whatsoever. They’ll most likely just say the economy is doomed. Because they don't care about our democracy. However, without democracy the economy doesn’t make a goddamn bit of difference. Because in an autocracy such as Republicans try to push on us, day in and day out, they don’t care a wit about your economics. However they will say whatever you want to hear to get your vote. Then take care of themselves, and the rich. It’s just what they do as the party big business. Dumbass.

Ha! Today I wore the right clothes for the right weather. I’m wearing the jacket I wore for years commuting two hours, twice daily from Suquamish, Washington, to Seattle, and back. Twelve hour days. When I started working remotely it gave me back four hours per day! Twenty hours per week! It was like getting a big raise, certainly in the quality of my life. So I could’ve made the 5 miles on my last walk that I couldn't (when it started to rain) had I warn this coat. But I was trying to dress warm, not dry. My mind still needed to shift into Pacific Northwest winter time. So today, I thought of my winter commuter coat that's been long unused in my closet. So today I am warm and dry! Mostly.


Oh, and I’m wearing my favorite cap I bought in I think, Dublin, but Ireland nonetheless, for my birthday back in 2015. I was there before my birthday on August 30 and a couple weeks after in the September. What a grand time that was. Dublin, nearby Howthe by train, Then the train to Galway, bus to Limerick (touched the ground and back on another) bus to Cork, bus to Blarney, and Blarney Castle, then the train through Dublin to Belfast, back down to Dublin, and Temple Bar district (what a ride that was in Temple Bar!). Finally, the bus to Dublin airport, then to New York City, down to Orlando, Florida, to my cousin's house in Vero Beach, back to Orlando to SeaTac in Washington, the light rail to downtown Seattle, a short walk to Colman Dock and onto the Bainbridge ferry, where on Bainbridge I said, "Oh screw it!" and I got a taxi for my ride home, to my couple acres in the forest. Note, the day I left home for Ireland, I walked the mile to the park and ride. And what a walk that was as it was a hot day. But it got me ready for walking all around the four corners of Ireland. What a grand isle that is! When I got there it felt like home. Both ancestrally and environmentally. I never realized how much Ireland is like western Washington until I got there. And then how much I appreciated home when I got back.

Damn the rain's coming down pretty good now.

John Heilemann has a good point when he says, when you talk to Republicans they say about people like Marjorie Taylor Greene, that "Yeah, Democrats have their extremes to., like AOC." Excuse me? Yeah, she may be extreme at times, but she’s fighting for human rights. Not to mention intellectually, morally, ethically, one cannot compare or equate in anyway, her to Marjorie Taylor Greene. AOC is an intellectual powerhouse by comparison. Please. Quit embarrassing yourselves.

Klepper's comment on this, he says he’s asked Republicans who would say things like what, what they hate about OAC. "The Green New Deal." Klepper's responds, "Excuse me? So someone who wants to be extreme about saving the planet, equates with you to someone like Marjorie Taylor Greene’s election denial and conspiracy bullshit? Seriously."

Jordan Klepper: "I’ve been in a consensual relationship with the midterms for years."
If only more Americans felt that way and also about our presidential elections. Decades ago when I first heard how many people voted in any chosen country, I was stunned. This all years after I had waited to be 18, to vote for the first time. I was shocked and dismayed at how many never vote. Can't find it in them to. And I'm still shocked about this to this day. We really need to do a better job of teaching history, civics, world problems, and I don't know... general awareness? No child should go out into the world after K- through, let’s say... 14? And not have an understanding of America and how the fuck it works. And how it should work. Not just how authoritarians wish it worked for fun, abuse and profit.

Here’s what you need to know about John Fetterman‘s health issues. He’s cognitively sound. That’s all you need to know. Oz on the other hand, is morally and ethically challenged. Herschel Walker is too, but he’s also cognitively challenged. Lot's of concussions in pro ball maybe? I have empathy, compassion about that, but not if he's entering public office. And no, a stroke doesn't equate. Just as Donald Trump is a mixture of all of those things (cognitively, and morally/ethically challenged). As far as Fetterman debating on the floor of the Senate? Please. He’d still do better than far too many Republicans like Gosar, Johnson, or some of them who can indeed be articulate, but also motherfucking evil in their intent and orientation.

Klepper is right on this podcast about how we need to discuss more publicly about a candidates age and religion. We don’t need to be talking about anyone’s religion per se. But we need to know if they’re going to force theocratic ideas into a secular system... where they don’t belong. A lack of separation of church and state is how you get abuses, if not an overall overt theocracy. If you love Iran and the abuses there, which after 40 years, seem to be evolving into a.... democracy (apparently, hopefully). All because young girls and women have finally had it. Guess they're just tired of being abused, and murdered for religion and the patriarchy. I don’t know what to tell you, because as far as I can tell, this whole Republican theocratic authoritarian bullshit is in the process of burning itself out. They may come to power, but as far as I can tell? They're on the way out. Which explains their death throes as well as that of religions in general. "Vicious Dying animal syndrome". Look. Evolve or die. Republicans figured that out in 2012, that they needed to evolved. But then they said, "Fuck it" and continued to devolve in all the wrong ways. Unbelievable. That’s the thing about conservatism. They tend to fall back on old anachronistic, typically destructive ways. "Spare the rod, spoil the child?"  That's ignorant, for people who don't know options, alternatives, reason. They want to make America great again? You do know what that means, right? Bend over...

Here’s another thing about John Fetterman’s health issues as far as being a candidate. If he was a Republican, there'd be no discussion. He get voted in. End of story. So what’s the problem? If you get a Senator who has health problems and has to drop out, we'll get another Democrat, or elect another Democrat. But at this time? You can’t put in a Republican and certainly not fucking Dr. Oz!

It’s fun and interesting to watch the debates. It’s a way to see your candidate and/or the opposition in action. But it’s really kind of counterproductive, a lot of times. So you put a professional speaker... up against an incredibly talented and efficient bureaucrat... and, the wrong guy looks good. How is that useful? I think it might almost be better to have a debate panel for a couple hours, sitting around talking about these people. That might be more effective. Or if people would just read and research candidates past actions. But then, well, you know…

That's it. Cheers! Sláinte! Vote!

Saturday, November 5, 2022

Walkabout Thoughts #15

My thoughts, while walking off long Covid and listening to podcasts...a blog designed and meant to be freely associating, on the run, and not perfectly edited:


Weather for the day… 58° and overcast.

Well this is going to be an electic blog today, I can just feel it!

Podcast for the day is Pod Save America, November 3 episode, "Last Call for Democracy." Obviously about the midterm elections this Tuesday.

Second podcast today is Political Gabfest, Live From Atlanta! But I don't really mention anything from it in this blog today as I was just finishing up the walk.

Instagram post for the day is...well? I didn't shoot one today. So I'll include this one from my friends...cartoonist Pat Moriarity and his son Jack's annual SausageFest in Port Orchard, WA which began years ago as an evening of grilling sausages apparently, on this past Halloween Monday night. That's Jack talking about the late famous Patrick Haggerty (who had died the night before the party), of Lavender Country band fame. I liked Patrick. We will all miss him. Especially Jack who's known him since he was young. This post is Pat presenting his son's band's Kiss tribute (only) that night. And this short post is the band getting started. I shot some music videos with those guys in the band and my fellow directors Kelly Hughes and Tyler Darkow, a year ago that have been in some film festivals now.

It was a great night as SausageFest always is (Patrick was there last year so it was sad this year without him not to mention, he died only the night before). Here is a newspaper article about Patrick's passing and here is a post on my Instagram of Patrick at Pat Moriarity's art showing a couple of months back in nearby Poulsbo, WA.


Here's articles on Deadline, one on NPRCNN, Seattle Times, about Patrick Haggerty. What's also sad about this is this, "WA’s pioneering gay country band Lavender Country releases first new album in 50 years"

Well... back to the walkabout thoughts... 

I didn’t walk yesterday, but I walked Thursday, the day before. Today is Saturday, and tomorrow it’s supposed to rain. It said it's supposed to rain today, but there's broken clouds, so I’m walking. Nice to see some blue sky.

I was set at home waiting for lunch time to arrive, multitasking by listening to a professor talk about the history of Winston Churchill on C-SPAN, and writing/editing my new book on my film, “Pvt. Ravel‘s Bolero“. I was just writing about how the film came to be, with a little history about me and how I got around to shooting some other films at this house and my last house and my house before that. Where we were for 16 years and where for a great part of their lives, I had raised my kids until they moved out as adults. Those are good memories. Mostly. Not so much the first year or two there as it was seeing the end of my marriage. But, moving on...

My friend and fellow local Indy director Kelly Hughes had shot some films at that house of 16 years in Suquamish, Washington. Then I sold that house and moved here to Bremerton. First we lived in a big house with my son and his girlfriend and her son. They had the whole downstairs while I had the upstairs with an incredible view. Maybe I’ll include a photo.

Included photo from my picture window at my previous house

Then after two years I moved a mile away to where I’ve now been for the past three years.

I had shot a film in college that I am detailing in my new book. I shot my first documentary in 1993 (25th Anniversary of Lost In Space) which was cablecast around the greater Seattle area on Viacom cable. Since then I have helped Kelly Hughes on some of his films. 

We moved to Bremerton and I shot a short film, “The Rapping“ (think Edgar Allen Poe, not Rap music), with my son, since we were just at the house there and could shoot whenever we were ready. 

I moved a to this new, smaller house and I shot my film “Gumdrop“, a short horror, based on one of my previously published true crime horror stories. A true story I had been told about by my university abnormal psych professor.


Which won some awards internationally at film festivals. Then while suffering from long Covid I tried getting back into filmmaking and I came up with an idea for, "Pvt. Ravel's Bolero”, a historical documentary and filmic poem. That film because it allowed me the opportunity to work as I could, when I felt up to it, and finish at my own pace. With no actors or no schedules. My first day working on it lasted only about an hour because it was all I could do for the day. Because of long Covid. I spent six months in post production on that film, after years of research I based at all on a poem I had written with the same title, back in 2014. That film is still winning awards at film festivals around the world. Each film I produced seems to win more awards that the previous film. So, maybe I’ll try to keep it up…


Wow, that got off the track of he walk today...

Anyway, one of the guys on the Pod Save America podcast just said, "I think everybody’s pretty much got to remind me to put your vote and forward this point."
 
Wait. He said that? I'm editing this later in the day now. Hmm... I would just say I pity those who are voting for MAGA Republicans. (I'm sure the podcast was talking something about THAT) I understand their mindset and how they got there, sure, though I don’t think many of them understand. Obviously Trump and Fox News, et al, have done everything they can to surreptitiously inject false information into a bubble so big people look around and believe it’s reality. The problem is and the problem always is with fascism that at first it all seems like fun games and cathartic and  reasonable… Until it’s not. And that’s where you get that quote about how first they came for this or that group when I said nothing but then they came for me and suddenly it was scary and only then I realized my mistakes too late! Obviously some fascists will always love their fascism. And those are the ones who at the end of Italy in World War II and in Germany and other countires (Japan) along with those who supported the Nazis & the Japanese Emperor, and their collaborators, or worse… Is exactly why those people were then judged and punished after the war. So, just don’t be those people.

Ballot drop boxes and polling places... Regarding these intimidating or at least they try to pretend they’re intimidating, although they look pretty silly, those MAGA “poll watchers“ and “ballot box observers“, especially the ridiculous armed ones… First off, unless they’re gonna shoot me on the spot... I’m not intimidated. I just find it very comical in a "Keystone Cops" sort of way. I would suggest, if you have to use a ballot box, take a friend and have them at least pretend they’re filming those clowns. And while those people are trying to film you, or to make you notice how they're trying to get your license plate number recorded, do the exact same back at them. It doesn't even have to be real, although I would suggest doing it for real. But when you’re being intimidated, intimidate them right back. If they escalate and it gets out of hand, call 911. For myself? I mailed my mail-in ballot in over a week ago, or whenever it was, but it was the next day after I got it. I put it in my mail box and our nice postal lady picked it up. MAGA freaks out about a secure drop box, but about mail in ballots in each voter's own mailbox? Nothing. Nada. No fear whatsoever! Whatever...it's all just stupid distractions and time wasting. And the meek shall inherit the earth and the dumb can have the Republican Party.

Podcast is now talking about President Biden's speech this week and President Obama‘s speeches. They’re talking about how people want to hear about the economy when the issue of a democracy is far more important. So here’s the thing, whether you elect Republicans this Tuesday or Democrats, the economy is going to get better. Maybe not so much if Republicans get in. Listen to what they want to do! When a Republican governor candidate says only Republicans will ever be elected again in my state if I get elected. What the hell is that? It's not democracy. Democracy is how the people have a say in things. Regardless how little you think they have now, in an autocracy you've got no say. Look at Russia's faux democracy with their petty dictator Putin doing whatever he wants. Their people don’t want war. Their people don’t want to attack their friends, relatives and loved ones in Ukraine. Russia is waking up. Slowly. When’s our MAGA gonna wake up? Every fascist state that’s been elected into office hasn’t lasted. Certainly not without a lot of abuse, restricting or ending civil rights, and harming and murdering its citizens. States should not murder their citizens. Which is why I’m against capital punishment. Except for those like Donald Trump who try to murder the State. That’s...kind of an exception.

By the way, regarding Obama's speech this week, take a look at that speech in a clip where he’s talking about Republicans who have said, openly stated, that they want to end Social Security. They've also said they want to end the VA because our promise to our veterans isn’t worth shit, apparently. And they want to end Medicare. And they don’t want healthcare for all. Anyway, look at Obama when he talks about that. He talks about how our parents and older people, like myself, as I am of that and I’m on Social Security, I’m on my retirement from my job, which isn't gonna make it for me, without my Social Security and my VA. But in that speech, Obama is not just saying it. He’s not just stating the party line as we see with MAGA Republicans running for office, those who you know most of them don’t believe in it. Except for some of the dumb ones. But Obama is genuinely pissed off and angry, very angry at that idea like the rest of us are, taking away from us the things we paid into over our lifetimes. And taking away our civil rights. All for a theocratic notion of authoritarianism and keeping one party forever in power. A vocal minority who don’t deserve power, or being an American citizen. Which frankly, they’re trying to destroy, while denigrating the quality and import of being a citizen in this country. They really don’t even deserve that which they’re trying to destroy. Like I said, fascists who embrace fascism always end up regretting it.

Now about Social Security… When I look at my statement, my history, I’ve been paying into Social Security since 1969. I was in ninth grade. Working after school. I’ve been putting my money into it and all of that was hard-earned. The first half of my life with a lot of physical labor, the second half with a lot of stress, emotional duress and intellectual exacerbation. They want to take that away from me? That’s theft, outright theft by the State. If they want to do that? What they need to do is to make a new pact with young America. Everyone who paid into Social Security should get their money back out of it, one way or another. Or it's theft. Preferably paying it out until they (we) die and then giving the overage to their descendants as is appropriate and legal. And they need to come up with a new plan, offer that to all citizens and have them not just have legislators vote on it. But they need a vast majority to agree to it and then go through their entire lives going forward, not expecting any help when they retire.

People need to be aware of a change like that over their lifetime. Not just when they are retired, when they are about to retire. So they plan to do this to people in long-term care homes who are so old they can’t get out of bed, or are ill but all of which who will die there. Who is going to pay for that if their Social Security and Medicare go away and their VA is shut off? 

If there’s one thing Republicans are expert at, it's to say things in their soundbites to get votes,  power and money, but aren’t very well thought out long term (or immediate term). And so they end up not implementing those things, which is basically lying to their voters. Or carrying them out and further wrecking our economy and our civil rights. It's getting pretty old, really.

By the way, that whole last paragraph above? That is about democracy. Protecting citizens against that kind of autocratic bullshit. They kinda see democracy at shoulder length, way off in the distance as some ideological conceptual idea of democracy. So too many don’t care about it, especially MAGA types. But that’s not what democracy is. Not functional democracy anyway. Democracy is there for not being run over by the State as they did in the USSR. It’s about Stalin not slaughtering millions of citizens because he’s paranoid. Nixon got paranoid at the end. Trump was getting paranoid at the end. Give him a second term see how paranoid he gets at the end of THAT. Especially if he were able to somehow put off his upcoming indictments for the crimes he’s committed. That’s where Putin is at now, terrified to leave office because it’ll come back on him. That’s what happened to Yeltsin when Putin took over. Yeltsin made Putin president to protect himself and his family because of his crimes. Putin‘s looking at the same situation, only worse because he’s been in power for over 20 some years. Because he slaughtered people in other countries. Because he’s had people murdered in other countries, in the most horrible ways. We’re going to see the same crap with Trump, which we were starting to see at the end of his first term. But he wasn’t desperate like he will be at the end of a second term. Or the end of his third term. We don’t need anyone as president or king for three terms... or life. I would say we don’t need anyone for longer than two terms. After that they get too cocky and careless. We probably also need some term limits in Congress. They could be long terms. With SCOTUS, too. We need to end this crap where you die in office from old age. Ruth Bader Ginsberg, loved the woman. But her dying really screwed up America since she died as a Justice on the Supreme Court. So that position ended up with not someone she would have wanted. How does that help?

If Republicans win on Tuesday, please change the name of the Republican Party to the MAGA Party. Now they may do that anyway, because they’re just coming right out and saying the stuff they couldn’t say, even 10 years ago, or five years ago. Just come out and admit who you are. If the majority of Americans see you as fascist or like the Nazi party as it ramped up to take over Germany in the 1930s, maybe that's who you are. When most of the decent world sees you that way, maybe you just are. Maybe you are. And Republicans, seeing Democrats as if they are fascistic or Hitler? They’re just making shit up like a third grader on a playground who’s being called out for being a bully (because he is a bully) but his response is what? To say, "No! You’re a bully, you’re a bully! Good grief. It’s embarrassing that grown adults in positions of power or running for positions of power, are acting like immature children. Unbelievable

Podcast just had a good point, we need to go from being "the protectors of democracy to the reformers of democracy". It’s true, because some of MAGA who are were pissed off, is about democracy needing reformation. We’ve all felt that. First off, the Money in our politics needs a vast reformation. Toxic capitalism being allowed because of lobbyists and big money being allowed in our elections. That’s got to change. We’re never going to please some of this MASGA crowd. But we can certainly make changes to lower them into a sense of "all right, I guess I can handle this, then. It seems reasonable to me anyway."

As they say on the podcast, the fact that we went back to lobbyists seven years ago and "ear marks", is bullshit. Citizens United? Gotta go. Toxic capitalists calling themselves legislators? It's got to go. They also said, if we want them to care about democracy we’ve got to make them feel like we’re willing to change our democracy. It could be they don’t really wanna get rid of it, they just don’t like how it is. None of us like how it is. Except those who are benefiting from at the most. The wealthy, the powerful, certainly too many legislators, Trump, too many mostly Republican governors.

Dammit I’m seeing tiny raindrops every so often now!

Apparently, when they polled people who said they were worried about threats to democracy, when they drilled down on that, it was mostly about corruption. Why didn’t we see this a year ago? 10 years ago? In the 1990s when Newt Gingrich started to use old Soviet KGB disinformation tactics to subvert the Republican party, evolve a "tea party" which morphed into a MAGA Party morphing into a cult of hero worshipers for a moron and failed businessman and failed reality star in Donald Trump. All we’re gonna get after Trump is somebody who’s better at being that kind of bad.

Again the podcast has a good point in why we’re drip bleeding Democrats to the Republicans. Because when you’re poor or working two jobs and bouncing from motel to motel because you can’t afford a house, no one is addressing that issue. Other than by saying "democracy is at threat". While the Republicans are lying saying they’ll take care of them. They may not know any better and shift to the Republicans. Republicans are going to fix it? They don't give a shit. They just want your vote. As with Trump who just says whatever you want to hear according to who you are in that room with him at that time. Then he has your vote and goes to say the opposite to somebody else. He (and they) dissemble and mumble and lie in such a way that when questioned, they can come back later to say they didn’t mean that, or, that’s not what I said. If you go and prove it or if a reporter goes and looks it up, those people are not gonna see that report in an hour or a day or a week. So much of this is about how, "A Lie Can Travel Halfway Around the World While the Truth Is Putting On Its Shoes."

“We have ceded the reform (of democracy) issue to a group that is full of corrupt Republicans.“

It’s ironic how the 2000 election actually was stolen and yet we backed down. Maybe shouldn’t have. But we did it because we didn’t want to cause some kind of constitutional crisis. Then in 2020 in what was the most secure election in history, without the problems of the 2000 election, we had a president who was begging for a constitutional crisis, begging for an insurrection, dying to apply martial law and somehow become King Trump. I’m sorry, but what kind of foolish ignorance is that who supports someone like that?

Remember, it wasn’t that long ago, just this year that Mitch McConnell openly admitted the big Republican problem in this election was their low quality of candidates running for office. He and Trump often say exactly what’s going on. And yet, the right people never hear the right message. While the wrong people sure hear the wrong message.

Warnock vs Wallace. You need a great football player, go with Walker. But not now! He’s beyond his prime. A prime that should never be in public office. Warnock is hands-down better candidate no matter what your belief system is. Unless you’re a Nazi of course. Or you just like stupid people. Or you’re really into automatons which actually the Nazi party built: "Follow your orders or will shoot you" And they blindly followed the orders to slaughter tens of millions of human beings, all for their ridiculous beliefs. The Christian nationalist beliefs by the way. Who the FBI tells us are our biggest domestic threat now, in our white Christian nationalist... Aericans.

The SCOTUS ruling allowing Republicans to make abortion illegal, which then happened almost overnight in some states, would’ve served America better had it happened in October. The only thing I can say pro SCOTUS about that is that we had 50 years to fix it in Congress and we failed to do it. Because we got lazy, thinking we were covered. Especially nowadays with these Republicans, don’t believe you’re covered. This was a knife fight Republicans carried guns to and are happy to shoot you in the back. I think though, Democrats have bigger guns. They just never realize it. Why do Republicans keep doing so well as a minority? It’s just like with cops and robbers. Police, or Democrats in this case, have rules to follow and decency they want to adhere to. Republicans, just think it's win at any or all costs to any or all others, as long as it's not them. They’re happy to break laws, mores, morals, rules, traditions, when they're the traditionalist conservative party. Maybe the Hypocrisy Party?

I just had a weird thought… Republicans built a wall trying to hold back democracy. But there was, of course, a leak. And Trump rushed right up and shoved his dick in it.
What squirted out of that little hole, accumulated a bunch of really disgusting people on the other side who wanted to switch to be, some Democrat to Republican, some Independent to Republican, with some Republicans who came out of their shells and entered that hole, rushing right up into... Trump's prostate. And unsurprisingly, they’ve loved being there ever since.

Podcast had another good point that if you’re denying polls and the scientific data that's the political version of denying climate change. Yes polls can be wrong, but there’s a lot of data out there and a lot of science to tell you a lot about what’s going on. Really, what their better telling us is what's trending and when it’s used to be something more specific, it starts to fall apart. You have to know what you’re doing. That being said, I studying statistics at university. I know, I know, people love to say things like there's statistics and there's damn statistics. Or you can make statistics tell any lie you like. But that's avoiding one obvious truth. Statistics can be like magic to give you accurate forecasts that are stunning in their accuracy. I've proven it myself using statistics where I gathered my own data, drew up my own formula and the results were stunningly accurate. Like magic, they foretold the future. I kid you not!

Republicans:
“Democrats rely too much on data.“ Well, do pilots rely too much on radar? 

For those in the bottom half of the economic classes, especially the lower economic class, and such, who really believes Republicans are going to save you? Republicans are famous for saying to pull yourself up by your bootstraps. Not for them, but say "others" need to do that (so as to not bother them, or cost them money, even if it saves money...yes, it's bizarre and at times, stupid). They’re very anti-Socialism. While Democrats are not pro-Socialism. Social programs are about people, society, social issues that are programs designed to help. How that's "Socialism" is beyond me (AND Republicans). Socialism is a political doctrine that has nothing to do with it. But if you think Republicans are the ones that are going to save the economy? Damn, that’s just dumb. People need to realize it's ignorant and naïve because they're believing Republican lies When if they look around at the Republican's platform over the years, what they say has nothing to do with helping those leaving the Democratic party because they think Democrats won't help. When they’re really our best shot. The good news? Just maybe all this transition period is a paradigm shift that will lead to fixing... that’s a stupid word, "revamping" )maybe?), our democracy And our country. But the best America has right now? It’s better we disband the Republican Party, throw many of them in jail who need to be. OK. It’s actually just a very few of them, but those in positions of power who also have many following them. Just take the Democratic Party, split it in half and call the conservative side, anything but a Republican Party. Because that’s dead now. They killed that a long time ago. And remember the Democratic Party of today was the Republican Party of Lincoln, because they switched back in the late 1800s. And if you don’t know about that, well, go look it up.

Damn, I’m just finishing up my 4th mile. I thought I could make five but suddenly the air turned cold and there’s a huge black cloud moving overhead from the Olympic Mountains, with all that cooler, moist air from the Pacific Ocean. And it’s supposed to rain today. Well maybe four is it today?

This photo is what I'm wearing today. It’s not raingear…but very comfortable for a walkabout today.


Democrats need to remember (while Republicans are welcome to forget this, when Republicans come back to be an American political party, then they can remember this to), no matter how bad things look leading up to the end of an election, the worse it looks, the more you need to vote, and the more you need to vote against the nonsense. At this point in time, that would be...the Republican Party.

So, that’s what it is. From the podcast...Republicans want to privatize Social Security. As they say, "cut the knot" on seniors. Good grief! Fuck those people!

Cheers! Sláinte!


Thursday, November 3, 2022

Walkabout Thoughts #14

My thoughts, while walking off long Covid and listening to podcasts...a blog designed and meant to be freely associating, on the run, and not perfectly edited:

 
Weather for the day… 41° and overcast.

Podcast for the day is Rachel Maddow‘s excellent, "Ultra" podcast, episode five

Instagram post for the day

A woman on the "Ultra" podcast asked a question I've wondered about myself. What’s the difference between hatred and detesting? For myself without realizing it, I’ve seen it as hatred being an emotional, loss of control. While detesting is more cerebral. My grandmother told me when I was a child never to hate. Period. She was an amazing person, and an old country, Slovak Catholic. Such as I was raised, until about ninth grade. My point in bringing this up is, I’ve seen too many on the far right hate Nancy Pelosi. Hate Democrats. Hate "Libtards". I find the far right in their attempt to destroy our democracy and replace our country with authoritarianism to be, if not hateful, detestable. But I’m not out of control in my dislike. It’s an objective dislike of bad ideologies and attempts to inject theocracy into our democracy. So my point is… If you hate the other side, you’ve already lost, if not the war, reality. When I was in martial arts, beginning in fifth grade, I was told day after day, "There is no room for anger or hate in a fight, because then you’ve lost, even if you win. Be professional, be a martial artist. Fight tactically, objectively. Think! Because hate and anger cloud the mind." So how do I know I’ve been on the right track, politically speaking, for years now? Because years ago I started running into those on the right who, hated. It was irrational. frequently based on fantasy, conjecture, thought that should be based on fact, but was nowhere near it. Don’t hate. Act. Act based on facts and evidence. Because we are adults. I have never reacted well to authoritarianism. I’ve never reacted well to fear being pushed on me. Since childhood, I have faced my fears, because I had plenty to face. I was bullied as a kid. At a new school every year or two. Small for my age until I shot up in 10th grade to over 6'. So I don’t like bullies. Which is why I disliked Trump from his first day of campaigning to become POTUS. Anyone who tries to inject fear into you or the equation, could be your enemy. Never be fearful. Be aware and reactive. Better however, to be proactive. But that takes too much for to much of America. Trust but verify. Conquer yourself first and you’ll never need to conquer others. Then if you ever find a need to conquer others, then you know, you're “the Other“. You have become, the Enemy.

So where DOES all that hate come from on the right? It comes from popular beliefs in myths, and disinformation. It comes from Republican leadership, who saw that... just as Russia saw it...easily weaponized, easily expanded upon what already existed, in order to divide, with the eventual hope to conquer. Or very least, as Putin sees it, inject chaos. As Trump sought and still does. To inject chaos and reap the benefits as too many are distracted. So they make America chaotic, distracted, vulnerable.

How do people get into authoritarianism? How did they get into Nazism? Or neo-Nazism? Or want to be a Nazi? Or denied-Nazism, which is typically, actually Nazism? It’s because of their unrelieved anger and frustration. Anger and frustration that is given a controlled release valve. Controlled consciously and carefully, by others. First they get involved for fun, for the exhilaration, the catharsis, the release. Which is then quickly controlled by others. It is manipulated. Exploited. Subverted. At that point you have in, as in our case today in America, Trump control MAGA. Ladies and gentlemen, because these are binary people by implication in decree, through protestations (against the "Other" and ever more so for this behavior...) and for ignorant beliefs supporting authoritarian, fascism, until finally at very least "wannabe", Nazis.

About congressional “franking“ (check out either Rachel's "Ultra" podcast, you'll thank yourself... or perhaps this pdf free book published in 1944, "Black Mail"). That really needs to be monitored. Anything sent out by someone in Congress about things like Trump's stupidly ridiculous "big lie", that are anti-democracy, that are antigovernmental, while this one is difficult because some antigovernmental stuff is what Congress is there for. Self examination and correction.  Those things should be monitored and disallowed to be sent out, IF deemed incorrect and judged anti-American. The public should be notified. The free ride needs to be over. Free speech when Weaponized, not necessarily monetized, needs to be monitored. This is not to say, censorship, or to the break the Constitution‘s First Amendment. But it needs to be, if not controlled, made publicly aware with great clarity based in fact, evidence, and reality. Because if no one else is doing it, someone has to protect the US Constitution against unhealthy, ultra right (or destructive ultra left) wing types who weaponize free speech against America and against our US Constitution. At this time, considering what the ultra and even moderate (in their silence) right wing are doing, there ARE no corresponding left wing type actions.

I always wondered why one of my favorite directors names is, "George Roy Hill". Why the "Roy"? Apparently, there was someone in Congress named George Hill. One time secretary to Representative Hamilton Fish of New York. That alone might explain it. For some of this you’ll have to listen to Rachel Maddow‘s, “Ultra“, episode five. Ultra apparently stands for "ultra right wing". A term more ubiquitous in Europe. But saying today, "extremist are far right wing", is simply no longer descriptive of them. But "ultra" sure as hell is.

It’s past time right now, to review what "Frank" disseminated information is being sent out and which members of Congress, most especially the ultra right wing, Trump Republicans, MAGA congressionals, to see what they’ve been doing these past six years and correct, or at very least, blast that information out to America, and the entire planet, if it has been being abused. IF those in Congress have been abusing it to send out anti American propaganda. After the Trump administration, we have got to be careful and continue to review the abuses, until we know all of them. In order to protect ourselves. And our democratic Republic.

So, I have now finished and published my book, “Suffering Long Covid“. I’ve written my next book which I’m now editing on the history and format, to explain my filmic poem and award winning historical documentary “Pvt. Ravel‘s Bolero“. After that I need to finish the DVD that I’ve already started creating for that film. But then what? I bought equipment to digitize my family's home films from the 1950s, 60s and 70s. But I also have some of my grandfather's films from the 1940s, 50s and 60s. He used to travel the world. Much of the time, for the US Army, setting up diesel engine shops around the world, training locals, and then moving on and doing it elsewhere, and in another country. He spent time in India, I think Cambodia, definitely Vietnam and then came home in the 60s to retire. I have his passport. He also traveled Europe during a very interesting time, around World War II. So I’m thinking about doing a documentary on him. Very interesting guy, who my older brother, seven years my senior, and myself both tried, but neither of us could get much information out of our grandfather. He would just say, "You don’t wanna hear about that, it’s not that interesting." Now, I’ve been fascinated about investigative work since I was as young as I can remember. I loved those detective and espionage shows from the 1950s and 60s, and so on

My mother first introduced me to James Bond films with his first, "Doctor No", when it came out. She took me to the Community Theater on 50th St. and M St., in Tacoma, Washington. She had grown up half a block away, after being relocated from Brooklyn, New York, where she was born. When her and her older sister our mother, were transplanted by my grandfather. So I have to wonder. With my father having been a construction electrician. My mother having been a housewife, with some kind of ADHD, or something, because I grew up with it. I have to wonder if I got my interest in investigative work and espionage from my grandfather? I always assumed it was from ingesting so much of that kind of TV in my formative years. But why did I take the test for the Tacoma police department at 19? Why did I join the OSI in the USAF? Why did I enter the USAF as law enforcement? This could just be a very interesting documentary. But I have a lot of work yet to do, to get to that point.

Back to the loser seditionist Donald Trump. He needs to lose his Secret Service protection. That may be premature at this point, until it’s proven that it should be yanked from him. But what can be and should be proven about the man, needs to have nothing to do with our US government in having American citizens paying someone who so overtly tried to damage our country, and kill US citizens. The man has hundreds of thousands of American deaths on his hand from having on purpose or misused his office and purposely fumbled the COVID-19 pandemic medical ramp up.

My second podcast for the day is from a Pod Save America episode, “Between Barack and A Hard Place.”

Today’s walk it seems will be only four miles. I know I said on my last walk that it’s good to achieve your goal, which is five miles for me. But we also need to listen to our body. And my body today is telling me five miles is going to be too much and I’ll regret it. Sure I could push myself. But I’m not gonna be stupid about it. Be smart.

That's it for the day! Cheers! Sláinte!