Saturday, January 20, 2024

Second Quick Updated Revision to My Book: Suffering "Long Covid"

I recently wrote a blog about putting out an updated and revised version of my 2022 book:

Suffering "Long Covid". (available as Amazon ebook/Smashwords ebook). It has also been nominated for the 2024 Eric Hoffer Book Award.

The blog was titled:

 JZ Murdock - an update on my writings and works.

Well?

I did it again. Updated it. Weird, as I thought I was done and a few new copies had made it into a brick and mortar in another city. Then it happened. NPR reported a new study I felt just really needed to be included. I had updated the book for January 2024, with the biggest new issues studied or uncovered about Long Covid, in 2023. I wasn't going to update for or in 2024 until the beginning of 2025. 

So, I updated it, again. And it is now out and available and the new(est) books have been sent to that store. It's doing well enough they gave my book a SKU# and are paying me upon delivery rather than after sales have been made. Progress. 

So. How can you tell which book you have in your hands? 

On the acknowledgements/copyright page behind the title page (or last page of the book in the ebook version) it has a line that indicates the copyright year. 

If it says 2022, it's the first version. If it says "Revised Edition, January 2024" that's the second version. If it says, "Revised Edition 1.1" (see below), that's the third and now most current version. And I do not plan to do it again.

We found some spelling errors in it and I fixed all that. That's what actually made me want to revise it ASAP. Not that many but any are too many. 

I was still coming out of the other end of long covid from where I am now and my attention to minor details, like spelling every word correctly in a book of 56,000+ words, well...I wasn't perfect. And I've checked, nothing truly important was incorrect. The information was all and still is all accurate. 

I have gotten very good feedback about this book. 

People who bought it, when they returned to the store they told the manager that they learned a lot and found it very helpful. A review on Amazon from a verified purchaser seems to sum things up nicely. From December 7, 2022:

As we enter our 3rd year of the COVID-19 Pandemic there are a variety of side effects being experience by over25 million Americans from the over 100 million cases of COVID-19.

The author provides excellent detailed observations and research into the symptoms he suffered during his personal experience with LONG COVD. Through the fatigue and other symptoms you can gain insight into what you and your family may be experiencing.

It is a detailed quick read and he used his background as a researcher and writer to bring greater awareness and understanding to the LONG COVID condition.

As someone who worked in epidemiology for 18 years I found this book to be an excellent resource of information.

Not bad, right?

[Noon update: I just got a phone call about someone who bought my book in the store, read it and came back in for some other things, but mentioned he liked the book. Then he asked in the store if they/I knew about the FLCCC Alliance? I looked them up just now and started to remember coming across them in my research. I searched my book just now and I had not mentioned them in it, which can only be for cause. So I asked Bing AI about it, and the response was this: "The FLCCC Alliance is a group of physicians and former journalists who advocate for alternative treatments for COVID-19, such as ivermectin and hydroxychloroquine 1 2. However, these treatments have not been approved by the FDA or the WHO, and there is insufficient evidence to support their effectiveness or safety 1. Therefore, the FLCCC Alliance is not a reliable source of medical information, and their perspective is not based on solid scientific consensus." 
I just thought I should mention this. They may be onto something, maybe not, but it needs much more testing and verification. I'd considered including them in my book as well as some other questionable sources. But it leaves you caught between not mentioning viable possibilities without enough information, or leading people into something it's better they do not bother with, which perhaps they may come across on their own. It's a judgement call. Sometimes I mentioned such things, sometimes not. To gain perspective on that dilemma, I would suggest writing a book like this one and truly feeling the weight of your actions.]

Not bad, I say. That's it. That's all I've got for now...wishing you all...all the best!
Cheers! Sláinte!

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Donald Trump is a mentally defective authoritarian, pure and simple

First let's get this out of the way.


True or not, how can Trump NOT be seen to have aphasia & other elements of this condition? Aphasia is lack of ability to comprehend or communicate due to damage or injury to a specific region in the brain. So what is PSP?

Biden gaffs vs Trump aphasia?

Comparing frequency, severity, context of Biden’s vs Trump’s verbal errors Biden’s gaffes are less frequent/serious than Trump’s & occur mostly in informal/spontaneous settings. Trump’s errors happen even in prepared speeches or official statements

Evaluating impact/consequences of Biden vs Trump verbal mistakes, Biden’s gaffes are harmless or humorous, do not affect his policies or decisions. Trump’s are dangerous/misleading having negative effects on his governance/credibility.

Now...

One perspective is that Trump’s rhetoric is indeed authoritarian and appeals to his supporters who share his authoritarian disposition. According to some studies, authoritarianism is a personality trait that favors obedience, conformity, and hierarchy over freedom, diversity, and democracy. Trump’s language often invokes themes of power, revenge, dictatorship, and hostility, which resonate with his authoritarian followers who seek a strong leader who can protect them from perceived threats and enemies.

[ref., Dr. Timothy Snyder's "On Tyranny"]

This is the best and obvious description of what Trump is actually doing.

Another perspective is that Trump’s rhetoric is not necessarily authoritarian, but rather populist and nationalist. Populism is a political style that claims to represent the common people against the corrupt elites, and nationalism is a political ideology that emphasizes the interests and identity of one’s own nation over others. Trump’s language often emphasizes his connection with his supporters, his opposition to the establishment, and his pride in America. These messages appeal to his supporters who feel disenfranchised, disillusioned, and patriotic.

This is cover Trump walks the line between authoritarianism and populism. But in walking that line, as this kind of thing actually works in function, it is authoritarianism masquerading as anything else whenever possible.

A third perspective that Trump’s rhetoric is neither authoritarian nor populist, but rather persuasive and effective, is overt camouflage. Persuasion is a communication process that aims to change the attitudes or behaviors of others, and effectiveness is a measure of how well a communication achieves its intended goals . Trump’s language often uses simple, emotional, and repetitive words and phrases that capture the attention, arouse the feelings, and reinforce the beliefs of his audience . These techniques appeal to his supporters who are attentive, emotional, and loyal.

Donald Trump is an authoritarian, pure and simple. His skills a manipulating mobs is effective and yet rather bizarre. 

He is dangerous. This, is dangerous and why it has historically been avoided by American leadership in order to protect our democratic republic.

Now...

While average weekly earnings for workers increased under Trump, what had he done for that to happen and what did it negatively affect, that another person would have been more careful in doing? It was clear Trump acted without much finesse or care for repurcussions in associated issues to whatever he desired that was to make him look better.

Bing AI:

During President Trump’s administration, several policies were implemented that could have contributed to the increase in average weekly earnings for workers:

Tax Cuts and Jobs Act of 2017: This act created a single corporate tax rate of 21% and made numerous changes that continue to affect individual filers. The tax rates for most income brackets were lowered, the standard deduction was raised, the personal exemption and healthcare mandates were suspended, and the rules regarding some itemized deductions were changed.

Deregulation: The Trump administration pursued a broad deregulatory agenda, which some argue could have stimulated economic activity and potentially contributed to wage growth.

Trade Policies: President Trump increased import duties on goods from China and announced new import taxes on steel, aluminum, and solar energy panels3. These policies were intended to protect domestic industries, but they also had the potential to increase costs for consumers and businesses.

However, these policies also had potential negative effects:

Increased Trade Deficit: The U.S. trade deficit in goods and services in 2020 was the highest since 2008 and increased 40.5% from 20162. This was despite Trump’s promises to reduce the trade deficit.

Increased Federal Debt: The federal debt held by the public went up, from $14.4 trillion to $21.6 trillion2. This could have long-term implications for the U.S. economy.

Potential Wage Disparities: While average weekly earnings increased, it’s important to note that averages can sometimes mask disparities. For instance, if high-income earners saw significant wage growth while low-income earners saw little to no growth, the average would still increase.

Potential Negative Impact on Certain Industries: The increased import duties and new import taxes could have negatively impacted industries that rely on imported goods, potentially leading to job losses in those sectors.

Compiled with the aid of Bing AI

Here's what I don't get about these court trials with Donald #Trump.

When the DOJ & Judges KNOW how important it is for these trials regarding our 2024 election, they should be clearing calendars for this.

To b culpable in a criminal becoming POTUS (again)?

Seriously?

The problem I have with exception not being given to these Donald Trump trials is it means our Government really cannot recognize an existential domestic threat against us & act accordingly with greater speed and all due prejudice.

US Capitol Police investigated 8,000 threats against lawmakers last year. In 2015, before Trump's 10,000s of disinforming lies? 3,939 investigations...against all threats.

Trump is simply not good for flowers and children and all living things... 

Finally...

Sigh...

Donald Trump: "I didn't take an oath to support the Constitution...just to preserve, protect and defend it."

Jordan Rubin, Deadline White House legal blog said the quote is:

"Too stupid to consider."

Good grief...

Trump’s claim that he did not take an oath to support the Constitution is a false and illogical argument. Here are some reasons why:

The presidential oath that Trump took in 2017 was to “preserve, protect and defend” the Constitution, not to “support” it. However, these words are synonyms and have the same meaning in this context. To preserve, protect and defend something is to support it. Therefore, Trump did take an oath to support the Constitution, whether he used that word or not.

The 14th Amendment, which Trump is accused of violating, does not require the president to take an oath to support the Constitution. It only applies to anyone who has taken an oath of office to support the Constitution, which includes the president, members of Congress, and other government officials. The argument that Trump did not support the Constitution in his oath is irrelevant to the 14th Amendment.

Trump’s argument is also an example of an argument from authority, a common logical fallacy. He implies that his opinions and actions are correct because he was the president and he calls the shots. However, being in a position of power does not make someone immune to the law or the truth. Trump’s authority does not justify his alleged crimes or his disregard for the Constitution.

Trump’s argument is also dangerous and anti-democratic, as it suggests that he believes he has “full”, “total” and “complete and total presidential immunity” over acts committed in office. This would mean that he could do anything he wants, even if it violates the law, the Constitution, or the rights of the people. 

This would make Trump a dictator, not a president. The core idea of the Constitution and the founding of the United States is that no person is above the law, and that the president is accountable to the people and the checks and balances of the government.

The relationship between narcissism and autocracy is complex. Narcissism can indeed influence autocratic leadership1. Research suggests that narcissism can afflict autocratic leaders, and their actions can be volatile and difficult to manage1. Autocratic leaders often rise to power by presenting themselves as patriots and building trust, with their more tyrannical behaviors surfacing years later.

However, it’s important to note that not all narcissists become autocratic leaders, and not all autocratic leaders are narcissists. The progression from narcissism to autocracy is not inevitable, but rather depends on a variety of factors, including the individual’s environment, opportunities, and personal choices.

So, while there is a connection between narcissism and autocracy, it’s not accurate to say that narcissism is a “failed paradigm that inevitably leads to autocracy”. It’s more accurate to say that narcissism can potentially contribute to autocratic behavior under certain circumstances.

Effective leadership requires a balance between the “great” and the “granular”. Leaders must be able to see the big picture and make strategic decisions, but they also need to understand the impact of those decisions on individuals.

In national leadership, this means considering how policies and actions will affect the everyday lives of citizens. It’s not enough to view people as “units” or statistics. Each person is unique, with their own needs, challenges, and aspirations.

Leaders who ignore this granular level can indeed cause harm, even when their intentions are good. This is why empathy, understanding, and a people-centered approach are so important in leadership. It’s about ruling over people, not just managing resources or achieving targets.

So, while narcissistic leaders might be capable of doing “great things”, their lack of attention to the granular can lead to negative outcomes. This is a key reason why narcissism is often seen as problematic in leadership contexts.

I asked Bing AI about explanations for Trump's physical posture and orientation toward others. While it says below, "more subjective and controversial topic. There is no definitive evidence that Trump is intentionally scamming anyone...", I would beg to differ in that there is a lot of evidence...

There are many possible explanations for Donald Trump’s posture, aphasia, and mental aberrations, but none of them are conclusive or definitive. Some of the factors that may contribute to his condition are:

As for his orientation toward scamming others, this is a more subjective and controversial topic. There is no definitive evidence that Trump is intentionally scamming anyone or that he is aware of the consequences of his actions. However, some people may argue that he is using various tactics to manipulate his audience and gain political advantage. For example:

  • Lying: Trump often lies about facts and figures in his speeches and tweets. He may do this to mislead people or to create a false impression of himself or his opponents.
  • Diverting attention: Trump often diverts attention from himself or his policies by attacking or insulting other people or groups. He may do this to avoid accountability or to rally support from his base.
  • Appealing to emotions: Trump often appeals to emotions such as fear, anger, pride, or patriotism in his rhetoric. He may do this to influence people’s feelings or opinions.
  • Using repetition: Trump often uses repetition in his speeches and slogans. He may do this to emphasize his main points or to create a sense of urgency.

These are some of the possible explanations for Donald Trump’s posture in leaning forward as he does and his aphasia and mental aberrations and orientation toward scamming others. However, these explanations are not mutually exclusive or exhaustive. There may be other factors that contribute to his condition that are not yet known or understood.


Just a few interesting links, do with them as you will:
https://www.hrw.org/news/2021/10/22/can-governments-stop-being-authoritarian
https://www.justsecurity.org/79978/combatting-authoritarianism-the-skills-and-infrastructure-needed-to-organize-across-difference/
https://freedomhouse.org/democracy-task-force/special-report/2021/reversing-the-tide
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2022/jan/19/america-biden-trump-authoritarinism
https://washingtonmonthly.com/2021/04/04/how-to-fight-authoritarianism/

And...

https://canadafreepress.com/article/marxist-plan-for-the-usa-turn-america-into-another-ussr
https://www.christianitydaily.com/news/america-under-attack-from-within-warns-evangelist-franklin-graham.html
https://www.voanews.com/a/usa_intelligence-agencies-warn-most-lethal-threat-us-homegrown/6203443.html
https://thehill.com/policy/defense/4386053-five-major-threats-to-us-national-security-in-2024/


Thanks for that Bing!
Cheers! Sláinte!

Friday, January 12, 2024

JZ Murdock - an update on my writings and works

I was thinking today that I should put out an update of things I've been working on. I have been feeling pretty good lately, my long covid having backed off, I thought maybe it was nearly gone. My expectation/hope was that it would be gone before, on, or near 2 years since last infection (April 2022).

Then this past week it seemed to come back. It was a miserable week with a couple of days ago being especially so. I'm feeling better yesterday and today. The trouble with long covid is it sticks with you in the beginning, then it comes and goes, less and less over time (hopefully) until you start to falling prey to belief it may be gone, then it comes back, feeling more devesting each time. 

It got me to thinking about what I'd done these past few years. And that's when I thought about an update on things. So here it is.

Several of my books are nominated for various book awards this year. More about that below. Suffering "Long Covid" is one of those book, as you can see from the stamp on the cover for the Eric Hoffer Book Award. Kind of wish they'd sink some of their money into redesigning their webpage. 

I just revised my 2022 non-fiction book detailing both my own personal experiences but also long covid in general, Suffering "Long Covid". My son runs a health food store in another city and it's been selling there well enough that they are going to start paying me when they receive the books from me rather than after sales are made. I updated it with new information from 2023.

Long story this updated revision. I've had a few stumbles, continuing to add to the revision. There are now three versions to be found in the world. Original 2020 version, this year's revised version and this week's Revision 1.1. If you look on the copyright page in the front you'll see which version you're looking at. As of now it's published on Amazon in ebook and hardcopy and the books are on the way to me here and a brick and mortar store. 

It is also now available for the first time as an ebook on Smashwords along with other ebooks of mine there. I'm having some trouble with the epub version there, some error about "Frame" duplication, but it mostly looks good. Waiting on their review to continue working on it.

Nice thing about the ebook version, the research links annotated and supplied are easily clickable. I wish on Amazon the hardcopy purchased also included the ebook version. But that requires a setup on there I'm not willing at this time to accept from Amazon. Feels a bit like a bully move on there part. 


I just noticed my audiobook "The Mea Culpa Document of London" (also, Kindle), was in unpublished mode. I'd used a graphic for the cover I later found was not public domain and immediately pulled it, like two years ago. I noticed that this week, found a replacement graphic and now it's back up for sale. It is a story about an Inquisition Judge and witch hunter's crisis of conscience. I had written it for my university Intro to Fiction class toward my minor (my major is psychology, awareness and reasoning with a concentration in phenomenology). 

That professor (and class) loved my writing and admittedly they were a cut above the rest of the class (save for one other classmate). But he said I needed to write dialog and so sent me to playwriting. From there I got selected for a year long class with seven others to learn team script and screen writing (mostly writing TV shows). An amazing time. One of my two profs for that was a massive brain and loved medieval literature. 

I would hang out in his office when I had time just to learn from him. When I told him about my story about the witch hunter he really got into it and helped me with it. It's deeper than you might think. 

And the story is probably better than my voice acting, but I did my best. The story is in my first published book of short stories, "Anthology of Evil" (I have a sequel out to it now, in volumes one and two) of my newer writings, some previously published and some new). 

My WWI antiwar filmic poem and historical documentary, "Pvt. Ravel's Bolero", has been internationally awarded a lot of awards (going on 100) and Official Festival Selection status (also approaching 100).

I'm getting closer to finishing my film companion book for it. 

My short film noir/thriller/horror film, "Gumdrop", a short horror - finished it's journey around the world at film festivals and also won a bunch of awards and official festival selection status. Though nowhere near as many as "Pvt. Ravel's Bolero"!

I realized how much time, effort and money I'd put into my films and I should be doing the same for my books and screenplays. And so I've started on that (again). My true crime biopic screenplay, "The Teenage Bodyguard" has two versions. My original and one that got producer Robert Mitas (my IMDb) interested so that he helped me write another version. Robert works with Michael Douglas on films. We spoke to several directors interested in directing the film, but I came to realize, though the new version was shorter, tighter as a screenplay, it seemed to be leading directors into thinking it was a teen film and not a more mature drama. 

As the original producer in London, who first heard about the project and asked me to write the screenplay and let him see it first, he thought it reminded him of the film, 'The Place Beyond The Pines". And I agreed. Problem was, I sent him the screenplay, he said he'd send it to his readers and, I never heard from him again and he has since disappeared. 

I started sending both off to festivals and screenplay contests. I have seven now for my original version, and three for the rewrite. It's won the Brandenburg International Film Festival, honorable mention at the World Film Carnival - Singapore. David Film Festival (İstanbul), Tabriz Cinema Awards (Azerbaijan), Medusa Film Festival, United States Motion Picture Alliance (California), and the International Film & Script Festival Lotus. Also, Semi-finalist in the Page Turner Feature & TV Pilot GENRE Competition.

As for my books, Suffering "Long Covid", DEATH OF HEAVEN (horror/scifi) and Anthology of Evil II Vol. II The Unwritten have all been nominated for the Eric Hoffer Book Award. I've also submitted the last two, to other festivals. DEATH OF HEAVEN received an Honorable Mention at the Halloween Book Festival. Also another one at the Royal Dragonfly Book Award for science fiction/fantasy. It's submitted to and received reviews from Literary Titan and Reader Views. These book awards run through 2024 and I look forward to see the results. It's past time for DEATH OF HEAVEN to receive some recognition as I believe it's a very good book. And reviews are testifying to that.

While I am hopeful I'm at the end of nearly 2 years of my last bout of long covid, it has has made doing anything these past three years somewhat problematic and at times impossible. For one thing it cycles. You think you're good or it's over and it comes back. Until as with my first bout of it, it's just gone one day. Yay! 

For a while I thought I may never be able to write or produce anything ever again. "Mind fog" sucks. Being lethargic for nearly a year sucked. With the second infection two paramedic visits and hours at the emergency department of our local hospital sucked. Wearing a heart monitor for two weeks sucked. Lots of blood and heart tests and xrays and in the end, 

I seem to have come through it all with no findable damages. In fact, I swear two things are better after it. I can remember things now I couldn't remember well before covid and my physical reactions seem better (if I drop something that would normally end up on the floor, I seem better able to, and often do now, catch it first).

But IN these past few years since acquiring that rather devastating first infection in February 2020 (then again, a worse one in many ways in April 2022), I produced the WWI film (it was mostly done but I had to edit it for 6 months), then send it to film festivals around the world (I was surprised how something I did to help me heal from covid, won so many awards!), I published my first collection of short stories sequel in two new volumes of my writings as mentioned above, then wrote and published my book on long covid, revised this past week with updates for 2023,  and published that.

In thinking I'd done nothing since first contracting covid I thought I'd done nothing. Until I looked back one day to realize how much I had actually done. I would have to say myself, under these conditions it's rather remarkable. Honestly, my first edition of my long covid book had some spelling errors in it, which I've now fixed when my son pointed it out to me. Which led me to updating it, which I've been feeling I should do considering the advances and findings on long covid that have happened, even though I didn't motivation to work on that book again (it's hard writing a book about the worst times of your life where you almost died). 

I was at a standstill on my film companion book. Then when I got motivated to update and correct the long covid book...the info was all accurate in it, I'd just not had good attention to minor details like spelling when deeper into long covid than I am now (and even then, there weren't many spelling errors but I'm meticulous about my edits before publishing)...I found myself ready to get back to the film companion book.

So I'm working on it, looking forward to finishing it also. So I can then move onto my next project which I think may be about my grandfather, my mother's dad, who had traveled the world in the 1940-50s and 6os. 

And...that's my update. Now, go out and be happy, be brilliant and productive!

(I used to tell my kids that when they were leaving the house)